(Verse 1)
I’m tryna figure out something I could spit about
Slumped up on this shitty couch, Shoulda took a different route
Thought I had a plan, thought I had it figured out
Went and bought a ticket out, now you’re all I think about
And I can’t help but to feel lonely like I’m missing out
Why am I holding onto hope when I’m so filled with doubt
Vented and left, but wasn’t eager to go
Just left you the distance you needed to grieve and to cope
When I’m speaking I’m only teaching to reach and to grow
Like the seeds that sprout into leaves on the trees as they blow
The only reason that I was leaving was beefing with bros
So when I’m sleeping, I’m only dreaming of keeping you close
Yo, took for granted hands, feet, and your toes
Lips, hair, deep stare, cheeks sweet as a rose
Feeling hopeless and alone without a Queen at my post
But never noticed until the moments I needed you most
(Chorus)
My heart’s broken, I’m over the edge
Arms open, approaching too close to the ledge
It’s been 2 weeks since I got outta bed
Without a headful of regrets and better off dead
So down, mad sad, and upset
Slowed down heart rate pounding outta my chest
It’s been 1 month since I got outta bed
Without your face on my mind, can’t get you Outta My Head
Damn
(Verse 2)
1st date we related in the worst ways
2nd date started craving your preferred taste
3rd base from depression to a hurt phase
Now reminded why I stopped dating in the first place
Concerned face, nerves ache, but it’s hard to tell
The type of shit to make you park the ride and spark a L
Panic attacks from the past when I felt your grasp
Been to hell and back since detached from my better half
Replaying conversations that we had
DJin’, weed blazin’, complications made you mad
Retracing confrontations and it’s sad
Relaying constellation observations in my pad
Memorable ecstasy, exceptional complexity
And I can feel you texting me through telephone telepathy
Could be a fling, could be the one and I need a ring
To be my Queen, it’s a Leo thing to be a King
(Chorus)
My heart’s broken, I’m over the edge
Arms open, approaching too close to the ledge
It’s been 2 weeks since I got outta bed
Without a headful of regrets and better off dead
So down, mad sad, and upset
Slowed down heart rate pounding outta my chest
It’s been 1 month since I got outta bed
Without your face on my mind, can’t get you Outta My Head
Damn
(Verse 3)
From stressful to depressed and regretful
A headful of dreadful resentful potential
Essential to your scent cause it’s special
Had sex but never made love until I met you
A modest Goddess so at first it was embarrassing
Cause I was honestly inexperienced in comparison
The day to day shit had faded and fell
Now I’m missing my favorite fragrance and the way that you smell
Cause when you left it felt like the whole galaxy shifts
Balancing your Geminorum personality split
It’s like one of you likes me the other just fights me
Either comforting me nicely or stubborn despite me
But both excite me you’re double the person
Tryna keep my mind occupied but nothing is working
I’ve been changing my lifestyle conforming for you
Now I’m feeling the way you do it’s like I’m torn into two
(Chorus)
My heart’s broken, I’m over the edge
Arms open, approaching too close to the ledge
It’s been 2 weeks since I got outta bed
Without a headful of regrets and better off dead
So down, mad sad, and upset
Slowed down heart rate pounding outta my chest
It’s been 1 month since I got outta bed
Without your face on my mind, can’t get you Outta My Head
Damn
Longtime Style P collaborator Fortes serves up instrumental versions of eight of his productions for the New York rapper. Bandcamp New & Notable Jun 22, 2020
